right then, a new start.. again
its been quite some time since i used my blog and i deleted a bunch of crap out of it too. since my latest surviving post ive bought a new house and ive been living here now for around 18 months, its become home over that time but it still needs so much work done.
my heads been pretty fucked up but now im better i cant really see why i let myself get so depressed in the first place. im still licking stamps for a living and i gained a new qualification, a HNC in Computing. im starting to get really pissed off in my job again though and ive started looking for something else, more money would be great but im looking at jobs on the same level because i need a change.
ive lost a lot of weight.. ive been told ive lost a lot of weight but im still not happy, spending a few hours a week on my exercise bike seems to be doing the trick at least. ive been seeing someone and while we are still ’just friends’, i like her and i am looking forward to seeing where it goes (nowhere if my past is anything to go by).
i WILL be adding more posts to this blog from now on, witter has been over run by people i know in my real life and facebook is full of family, so now this blog is where i will write whatever i want to without anyone i actually know judging e in anyway for it. i might go over things that have happened over the past 18 months but right now im looking forward.
i am going to see Avenue Q with the woman in work that stalked me for a bit (i guess i could go into that at some point lol), i have a ghost tour in a few weeks with two very pretty girls i met at butlins in November while i was dressed in a Jesus costume (I could post about that too maybe, t was a good weekend 
and its the fucking Rugby 6 Nations so i intend to get proper pissed every weekend for another month yet. im going back to butlins and im taking about 20 rugby frinds with me in a few months and im still looking for a bargain holiday if i can ever get the boys organised for long enough to agree on a place. my grandparents are having their 50th wedding aniversary in 2 weeks so there is going to be a big family get together (on my mothers side atleast).
and there is probably more but im being summoned to play left 4 dead 2 with some online friends, this is a song that i like atm, its strange because its number 1 in the charts atm too and i normally hate chart music but this 1 is good, for now anyway, its bound to be played to death and i’ll hate it by next week.
